Eclispe

Eclispe: dreamcatchers

2010-06-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dreamcatcher

dreamcatchers

2010-06-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

I went to the mall today and one thing caught my eye at the stall.. They were selling dream catchers..

when I came home and googled it.. I came to know that they are native american objects that ward ward away bad dreams.. Apparently,the dream catcher is hung near a person when he or she sleeps and the web like strings are suppose to catch bad dreams or bad things in the air around the dreamer and the good dreams pass through the holes of the web and are passed through the feathers and down to the dreamers.. Now I think that's pretty cool...

I just love this song.. and what the lyrics say..

2010-06-27T19:16:00.001+08:00

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

2010-06-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

WTH!! I just wrote a long post on IU DAY!! and now it's feaking gone!!! ahhhh!!!!

comeback!

2010-06-12T03:25:00.002+08:00

I have not been updating this since like forever and recently i've been feeling like i just have to start blogging again,, This will be the first grand re-posting of my blog.. I gotta bedazzel it a little bit more... But any ways,, I get the feeling that most of the staries that i'm about to write can be related by a lot of kids everywhere.. It; 2am now... and i cant sleep.. my mum just biusted me for staying up so late and watching hte MTVmoVIE AWADRS... i MEAN... its the movie awards!!! story of my like man! anyways,,, taylor lautner look frekin HOT!!! just because my dad didnt get a chance to watch his football match does not mean he had to rat out to my mum!! even later today when i asked him that i wanted to buy myself a guitar,all he could say was show me your results firsst!!! i mean.. whats up with that,, is that all they ever know! RESULTS!!! i'll show him results... i'll show him that i can play the guitar that's the result that he's going to get... ans i dont even care about what they say about it,, i mean... waiting for the green light form my parents is just like waiting for rain in the drought! i know sometimes their busy and ggot more important things to deal with but us kids do to!! anyways,, yhis is just the start of all my rantings.. there is much more to come... I'm hearing off to the island in 2 hours.. so i better go get ready!!

new moon!!!

2009-12-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

NEW MOON ROCKED!!! VOLTURI SCENE ROCKED... THE ONE WHO ROCKED THE MOST WAS MY MOST FAVOURITE WOLF JACOB BLACK !! HE IS SO FREAKING HOT!!!!! I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING AT THE THEATER.... DAKOTA FANNING WAS AWESOME.. HER EYES WAS LIKE WOW!!!!

I KEPT PUTTING MYSELF IN BELLA'S SHOES AND THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE SO GONE WITH JAKE.. HIM AND THOSE PUPPY DOG EYES, PLEADING FACE,HOTNESS.... WHEN SHE HUGGED HIM.. I ALMOST FELL OF MY CHAIR!! LOL... AND WHEN HE TOTALLY TOOK OF HIS SHIRT AND RELEAVED HIS HOT BOD!!! OMG!!!

YES, I'M TOTALLY LOST IT IN THE WORLD OF THE TWILIGHT SAGA.. I SO WANNA PLAY A VAMP IN A MOVIE SOMEDAY HOPEFULLLY IN A TWILIGHT SAGA MOVIE!! HAIZZ.. I WOULD MELT ON SET!! HHAHA

THAT'S ALLL I CAN SAY.. I'M STILL AWED BY THE MOVIE.. HAHAHA.. HECK WITH THE HATERS.. I LOVED IT..

I'M OBESSED AND I KNOW IT!! AND PROUD OF IT!! HAHAHAHAHA

THAT'S ALL FROM THIS OVERLY OBESSED FAN..

NOW EVERYTHING I SEE AND HEAR SOMEHOWS REMINDS ME OF NEW MOON AND RELATES TO IT!! HAIZ..

WHO KNOWS MAYBE VAMPS AND WEREWOLVES TO EXSIST.. ITS JUST THAT WE DONT KNOW IT!!..

PEACE OUT... WOLF STYLE!! HOOT HOOT! ROAR!!!

jonasing day

2009-11-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

- slept at 6am doing my jonas flash card

- woke up at 10am and did it again

- at 1 utama answered a question and won 2 jonas cd's

- my flash card got picked as top 8, tiara then top 5

- neither of us won

- mega bummed

- signed the petition

- took loads of pictures

- tiara, my sis and me pergi makan

- went home with all out jonas goodies

- happy yet sad

- new plan : i'm making a move and soon

parents..

2009-11-14T20:33:00.002+08:00

i just don't get it!! they're suppose to encourage me for chasing what i want and my dreams.. but this.. they just think its a waste of time.. if they cant support me now.. i wonder weather they will in the future,, when i decide what i'm going to do with life... haiz... but all that matters now is that i believe and have faith that i'm going to win this.. and finally have what i dreamed...

me..

2009-11-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

what i like about myself is that i know how to let go and eventually forget...

confession

2009-11-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

confession :

i just copied and pasted the previous post from wikipidea, to angry to think!!! but i guess you already knew that

music heals

2009-11-03T19:14:00.001+08:00

Music is an art form whose medium is sound. Common elements of music are pitch (which governs melodyand harmony), rhythm (and its associated concepts tempo, meter, and articulation), dynamics, and the sonic qualities of timbre and texture. The word derives from Greek μουσική (mousike), "(art) of theMuses".^[1]

The creation, performance, significance, and even the definition of music vary according to culture and social context. Music ranges from strictly organized compositions (and their recreation in performance), through improvisational music to aleatoric forms. Music can be divided into genres and subgenres, although the dividing lines and relationships between music genres are often subtle, sometimes open to individual interpretation, and occasionally controversial. Within "the arts", music may be classified as a performing art, a fine art, and auditory art.

To many people in many cultures music is an important part of their way of life. Greek philosophers andancient Indian philosophers defined music as tones ordered horizontally as melodies and vertically as harmonies. Common sayings such as "the harmony of the spheres" and "it is music to my ears" point to the notion that music is often ordered and pleasant to listen to.

However, 20th-century composer John Cagethought that any sound can be music, saying, for example, "There is no noise, only sound."^[2] According to musicologist Jean-Jacques Nattiez, "the border between music and noise is always culturally defined—which implies that, even within a single society, this border does not always pass through the same place; in short, there is rarely a consensus.... By all accounts there is no singleand intercultural universal concept defining what music might be, except that it is 'sound through time'."^[3]

bloddy freakin pissed!

2009-11-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

my mum just makes me so freaking pissed sometimes.. like now!!!

feel like flying somewhere really far from here.. anywhere but here would do!!!

i've been there and not going back..

right now i feel like jumping from a building.. unfortunately the only building near me is the hosiptal that wont really help me.

so much for your habit of trusting people.. the only person you never trust is you own daughter!!!

sometimes i wish life could be like one of my books... fiction's the way to live..

skipped!

2009-11-02T11:10:00.003+08:00

currently home from school..

have nothing to do..

being bored

think i'm gona sleep ( again)

play guitar

play piano

eat

sleep

and that's my agenda for today.. how intersting

shout box

2009-10-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

i have absolutely no idea how to get my shout out box back!!

sweet 16 plans

2009-10-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

was awake most of the night thinking about my sweet 16 part.. i want to be really memorable and fun..

was talking to a few friend asking for ideas.. i the ideas i got are going to make my planning a little easier.. so here are some of the themes for the party that was suggested by my friends and i..

1) masquerade - semi-formal, masks obviously needed

2) twilight- semi-formal, since i'm a twilight maniac TEAM JACOB !!

3) hippie- suggested by joanne..- colourful clothing

will i guess its between these 3 cause doing any other theme would drain my parents money and i dont want to to do that.

entertainment.. i was absolutely lost here,.. but with a few ideas.. i think i can come up with something. again ideas by friends and myself

1) random karokae

2) taboo- by joanne

3) blind folded musical chairs - by jey

4)twister-by poh

and jey also said that i should so something out of the ordinary so i'm lost..

decorations. well that still depends on the theme.. jo offered to help me..

food. some thing teens would like

place.. welll since this party is probably goin to be big seeing my guest list is reaching 50 ppl my house would be out of the question.. so i was thinking about this place i know.. its somewhere in oOUG.. its actually this really hugh bungalow with a bing compound.. so i was hoping it could be there.. and if they allow then some friends and i can have a sleep over after the party.. it will be so awesome. celebrate my b'day and the end of the school year. i really hope this works out..

and since i'm 16 and my sis just started high school we're having a joint party.. and we're both born in the same month.. here is just the few ppl i would really like to be there.

1) dzafira

2) ana

3) om

4) jo

5) bavani

6) poh

7) tiara

8)noelle

9) jey

10) diviyah

11) kaveena

12)susan

13) keert

14) shereen

15) darshi

16)amelia

17) kamini

18) michelle

19) lin

20) yogs

21) lavi

22) sangi

23) tracy,

screwing

2009-10-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

i just screwed my exam papers.. how typical of me.. haha.. espicially my crappy moral and history paper considering i knew nuts... i'm taking exams as normal worksheets that you just have to do on you own... the results are just something that comes with it.. exams are such i pain in the butt!!!!!! you know if u had my own school i can tell that many students would be lining up to register.. it would only have one exam in the whole year for the sake of it... then the classrooms would be far better than what we have now!! lol.. if only if only my fantasies were to become reality.. haha.. well the screwing has ended for the week.. gota practice a.math for the next 5 day before i have to battle with the paper.. if funny how questions can give you a minor heartattack.

birthday!!!

2009-10-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

came home from school and found a really awesome mountain bike waiting for me!! the best birthday gift!!!!! its so precious and beautiful i dont even wanna ride it.. lol..even though u had exams i totally had a blast. my class sang for me and i got to see my friends... it was awesome.. checked facebook and my whole page was filled with birthday wishes from family and friends!!! oh! how i love them all... my birthday dinner was the best.. dad took us all to TGIF... my big mouth dad just had to tell them it was my birthday so after our meal the whole staff was at our table ( imbarassing) they started shouting ' birthday in the house ! birthday in the house'! i was numbstrucked!! they even made me stand on the chair!!! ahhh,, being the sporting person that i am i did it anyways!!! then this dude gave a a chili sauce bottle and told me that i had to drink all the sauce in 10 seconds!!! INSANE!!! of course i didnt do it.. then he asked me to sing... its not that i cant and i didnt want to but it was so sudden and my voice would have sounded like a suffering frog anyways.. so i didnt do that either!! then he made me give a speech!! so i gave in and did that using the sauce bottle as my mic.. weirdness!! and yes.. i was still on the chair!! !then i got down and sat.. then the started to cover my shirt with tissue and asked me to clip my hair and remove my glasses.. the pushed the cake nearer to my face and two staff members took a pepsi class and a water glass in position of pouring it on my head.. i could only guess what they were gonna do next!!! i was terrified that they where gona cake my face.. then he lifted the cake and it was almost near to my face when we put it down and said 'happy birthday!' i was mega happy they didnt waste it on my face!!!! i was laughing and so were they.. the sang to me.. it was just so nice to see my family together and all smiles!!!! the little moments in life the i will always remember and cherish!! ate my cake and headed home!!! and i felt as if i just ate a full pig!!! oiss!!! fingers hurt after screwing my chemistry paper.. i think i'm gona take my bike out for a spin.. chao!!

fine day..

2009-10-02T18:40:00.000+08:00

school was not as draggy as it usually was today.. no doubt we all had moral work to do.. we still took like so many pictures.. lol.. posers.smiles.falshes.posers.. lol yea thats my class.. lol..

lost

2009-09-27T11:45:00.001+08:00

i just realised i lost my chat box.. lol

need to know if its over.

2009-09-22T19:59:00.001+08:00

I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it'd come this far
Just thinkin' back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are.

We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change

And I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone
:
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her

Like I did before the storm (yeah)
Before the storm

:
With every strike of lightning
:
Comes a memory that lasts
Both:
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash

Maybe I should give up.

:
I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone

Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights from going out

And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
We always say,
A heart is not a whole
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standin' out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone.
I'm flooded with all this pain,
Knowing that I'll never hold you
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Like I did before,
The storm.

before the storm

2009-09-22T18:39:00.002+08:00

if at all anyone talks to me about a happily ever after i would without a doubt take a shoe and stuff it up their mouths.. and also say that happily ever afters dont exsist only if those in fairytales.. which i am starting to loose faith in.. when we were kids. our parent make us watch fairy tales which of course all have happy endings and we too tend to believe them.. but reality is they're all a bunch of crack pot lies... its harder than they make it seem.. and now i'm starting to understand it.. why do they have to make kids believe that there is such a thing as a happily ever after only to realise they really isn't one. welll as we get older we all tend to realise that what we were told when we were kids were all lies. espicially when they say ' its gona be alright' when it really is not.. those who know me will understand what i'm trying to say.. those who dont just has to wait till reality stucks them in the head.. bottom line is all i have to say is ' please dont leave me alone'.. i really cant take this right now. and my dreams of being big in the music industry may be crushed by just one bad news... GOD HELP ME!!

still alive

2009-09-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

gosh!! is this could grow cobwebs it would.. i havent been here in like ages.. still wondering why i created a blog in the first place.. haiz..

young and hopless..

2009-08-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

what do you do when the world stopped caring?

LIT NITE!! 2009! MOSAICS

2009-07-18T11:52:00.001+08:00

so now.. i know i havent been here in quite a while.. i actualluy have so much to say.. lit nite just ended last night.. for what was did and what happend before that was really worth it.. the show was a success.. i went costume shopping with rosh, michelle and her mum.. we intially went to amcorp but what we wanted was too expensive so we headed to mid. we walked and walked and walked until we hit jackpot!! we found it.. lin's mum was nice enough to buy us dinner.. so many chinese dishes that i have never tasted before.. but it was good.. yum yum!! reached home all worn out.. then we had major practices for 2 weeks.. missing classes was the best part.. but piling homework was not so exciting.. neways. one the second week was when all the behinde the secnes drama and presure started to kick in.. teachers booming their lungs out when something was not right.. students crying over unlearnt line and dance moves.. expressions to master.. man is was sheer dram the whole week.. but there were good times.. fooling around when teachers were not there.. make up and costumes.. all out randomness... then we had to come for full dress at night for two nights.. we came at 4.30.. did out make up got dressed.. we had heaps of fun watching others act.. i had most fun during arabian nights.. no matter how many times i watch it and hear ht same jokes i just had to laugh.. you just have to watch it... there was dinners... and hungry stomaches.. then came the big night.. butterflies were envading everyone..last minute cancelations and repalcements.... it felt like we were going on a camping trip.. everyone had bags and chothes.. lol.. neways at 5.00 pm.. all preformers were getting make up done and clothes sorted out and rehersing lines and recalling moves.. man it was mahem!!! the dressing room was so stuffy anyone could pass out in there.. theres was absolutely no space to move all mirrors were taken by those applying make up and changing.. by 6.30 pm the doors were open. guest came pouring in.. we wwere all peeping from behinde the curtains.. haha.. that was fun. then victoria annouced that opening act was starting that was my act.. we went out there beeing all happy.. giving our all as this was it the last time we ever did it again... haizz. man the crowd lovers us.. i saw flashing camera lights and cat calls.. whoo hoo!!! experience of a life time.. after our act.. we could not go into the hall.. so we all cramped back stage in the tiny dressing room.. it became stuffier than before.. theres was absolutely no space to move at all.. hahahaha. but it was all good fun. after a long wait.. we filled out time by taking photos with friends in their costumes and such.. then the time came for us to take out last bow the finalle which everyone was waithing for. THRILLER!! after debbie said our thank you's and inrtoduced the whole cast and crew once again.. we ran and took out places for out final dance.. we danced the night away.. we even did it twice hahaha.. sister enda was so hyped up. she carried her walking stick and danced with shereen and i.. haha .. she was awsome.. we all hugged and cried and too final pictures.. then to keep up the tradition.. we all walked to A N W.. we were like a bunch of mad kids walking on the street... we playing MJ song and were singing at the top of our lungs.. i think we even woke up so of the houses.!! haahaha. but it was all good fun... once we reached A NW.. it was swamped by assuntarians... the counter was full and the line was right up to the door.. hahaa. we managed to buy our supper at the end.. we tool even more pictures and basically dominated the whole place for that night.. hehehe...... then 'BY CHANCE' our teachers showed up!! haha.. but we didnt bother.. we just celebrated out victory assunta style.. ehehehehehehe...most of us headed home at round 12 with smiling face, aching legs, sore throats... but it was all worth out while.. never will forget it... MOSAICS 2009! BAM BAM BAM!! until next year.

random ness.

2009-07-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

love is patient love is kind love means slowly losing your mind!!

a day in france!!

2009-06-13T10:33:00.003+08:00

just got back from bukit tinggi last wed. well i've actually been there before but that was when i was like 8.. so yea.. but i remember the place like it was yesterday!! haizz. neways.. not like before bukit tinggi is now boring and badly maintained and bloody expensive.. a cone of ice cream was 5 bucks and water was 4.. who can survive.. but the hotel room was not too bad.. well. we basically relaxed.. it was really cold in the morning and chilly at night.. we went to the japenese tea garden where they were suppose to serve well tea. but n0w the became lazy and stopped that too. besides the scenery and the cool air . there's no point in going. really!.. anyways.. at night my family and i played UNO of all things at a bakery that was already closed.. we just used their chairs and tables. hah.. but it was fun.. that was the only time i get to see my family together.. otherwise we're all too busy minding out own buisness.. dad was laughing which i had not seen him do in quite some time and mum was just so relaxed which she hasnt been lately. we were just having a realy good time.. looks like we need to get away just to actually be together.. well now we're back in the city and like i said.. we are all just too busy.. haiz.. i missed that night.. i really did.. it's gona take another holiday for that night t happen again.. haizz..

..

2009-06-02T20:08:00.003+08:00

begged me dad to let me go to sunway lagoon with my friends but he said no.. so today was the worst day of all.. morning.. woke up had breakfast and well.. was suppose to do a little biology but obviously that did not happen. some random dude came to service the air conditioning then the cleaning service gals came.. they only left at 1.45pm so i was basically stoning and wasting all preacious time.. then followed my mum and sis to the salon.. just wanted to feel the air conditioning. then was suppose to go to 101 mall but my mum decided that washing the car when it was about to rain would be i good idea.. so anyways i helped her do that.. and it rained right after we finished.. haiz...then was suppose to go for tuition but decided not to. seeing my teachers face would just ruin the holiday mood.. lol.. well. going guitar class hunting tommorrow.. i hope.. no wait i got to go to school so that i dont get totally bambodzzel by pn sabina.. lol then goin back to my home town.. haiz.. some holiday this is turning out to be. akon is coming.. my mums a big fan.. i know! i'm still shocked! lol. feel like banging my head on the wall till i pass out.. lol.. people tell me..'you're weird' i say. i know and proud to be.. they ask'why?' i answer that makes me diffrent from everyone else.. lol/

this post it totally random.. i couldent even think og a name for it.. lol

ahhhh

2009-05-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

KRISS ALLEN WON!!! hahahha yeah!!! he may not be as good as adam but i love him anyways..

back to the present!! hols just started.. came hope and slept like there's no tomorrow. then watched avatar..dont ask me why. i did it because everyday tiara comes to school and yacks about it and so i wanted to know why she likes it so much.. well after watching one episode i cant find whats so great about it but tiara is hooked!! so yea.. wht i'm gona do during the hols!! well.. eventhough we're taking a break from school does not mean it does not follow you home.. HOMEWORK!! AND LOTS OF IT! then i've got to practice my add maths.. dont plan on getting a number lower than 10 next time and music.. my pianno needs me and well.. lit nite practices( which is in school btw ) and super camp ( which i'm not going for and still pissed about it ), multiple weddings. yea thats about my holidays.. so much for a holiday! anywayzz.. haizz.... i'm taking tonight off before 'school' starts again.. running out of words to say here. so i'm gona sign off and come back when i actually have something interisting to write..so yea.. haha..

last thing!!

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missing now found.. lol

2009-05-15T19:38:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!! havent been here in another long time.. school test just ended and obviously i was not prepared for any of them.. clearly i totally screwed add maths.. haiz.. and chemistry and bio was a bom shell.. anyways.. thats over.!!! and thank goodness..

so school break is in two weeks and i'm estatic.. cant wait... planning to do so many things.. these are the things that i want to do during the hols.

1. dance class

2. vocal training

3. microphone singing

4. guitar lesson

5. start practicing my piano

lol... well i dont know weather i'll get to do all of them.. surely my darling mother will have to say something about all of that.. but hopefully i get some of it done.. so yea.. teachers day celebration at school on monday.. wonder thats gona be like.. it still comes to a surprise to me eventhough i've been attenting teachers day celebrations at school for 3 years in a row.. ahizz.. neways just proves that what my friends call me is true.. :'weiredo' ghaha.. at least i dont bled in the crowd.. i like standing out and being different

so anyways.. i watched idol.. loyal fan.. big fan of all three of them. i tough kris was totally awsome though.. espicially when he totally stripped the song heartless by kanye and made it his own.. totally awosme.. and adams homecoming video was cool.. the chick took her top and ran to hug adam when he was on stage but the guards caught her before she got to him.. and adam was laughing the whole way.. i was tearing when i watched their homecoming video.. haiz.. so many people giving their support and love.. but i was kinda shocked with the results though. i tought kris would go home and danny would be up against adam.. but instead danny was going home.. but if you ask me.. all three of them are awsome in their very own way.. i hope danny and allison make and album i would really love to hear from them.. there're good.. so yea.. the finnale is next week.. but its in the morning and i have school.. looks like i've got to skip it!! lol or watch the re-runs.. haiz.. but i think adam's gona win it.. i mean.. he's good but i love kris.. i cant believe he's married yo!!! neways.. haha.. all the best to the both of them.. dosent matter who wins.. their both awsome.. haha.. gtg... will post more soon.. btw i'm on twitter.. feel free to follow me.. haha

Interact GM

2009-04-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

there was lit class right after school.. so was goind to be late for Interact meeting.. Nominations for the upcaoming board today.. Not planning on getting nominated... after Past President finished his speech.. abinayaa, pravethra, radhika and i entred.. spotted the threesome sitting in the far corner of the room.. joined them. Pei Tsen spoke. the shalina wrote the posts and the boards choice for who they think should hold the post... then in was open nominations.. the same people was being nominated.. victoria,sarah,kirubane,geetha,mei fong,megan, abinayaa .. you get the picture.. besides the popular names there were poh yee, noelle and more.. and then there was my 'mum' when i was a probate.. she nominated me for the post of vice secretary and then for treasurer... I WAS NUMBSTRUCK... seriously.. i didn't expect to me nominted... and didnt expect people to second it.. minus my 'supportive' friends.. then comes ishu.. she nomitates me again for finance director.. so currently i'm running for 3 posts.. haiz... boleh pengsan..still shocked on how any one would nominate me.. i mean i'm not well known in school.. so after the meeting.. i see my respecticve currently BOD.. and then there comes all the assigments... as i'm running for 3 posts.. i have three times the work.. and all due by the 4th of may.. haizz... and the assigments are not all that easy... going to pass out.. exams to study, homework to complete. piano to practice, and assigments.. any more? but who am i to complain.. i'm gratefull.. going to give it my all. if i get elected.. i'll do my best.. for now.. put a pause on rest and relax.. and hit overdrive.. lol

david's showcase..

2009-04-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

so here's the story.. Tiara calls me up on friday saying she has an extra tix for David;s showase.. i totally scream at her and say yes lol so on Saturday we left at 9am.. i picked tiara and erra up.. we were at sunway at like 9.15.am.. the mall was closed.. not a singel store was open.. so anyways.. we walked up to the ticket counter.. cause tiara had to buy tix for cheryl.. but when we reached they we'rent open yet.. so wet saw some kids.. who wanted to buy tix as well.. we asked them for help.. to buy if for us while we find for the theater.. they gave us some directions.. their directions led us to the entrance of the theme park instead.. we kept one walking.. until to find out that.. the theather was after the theme park.. after all the slides and rides and water.. was the theater.. so we went back to the main entrance and met another new friend.. who was also lost.. we up with some school mates and too the shuttle bus to the theater.. once we reached we had to like.. walk quite a distance to where eveyone was lining up.. in our case we ran all the way.. the line was bloody long by the time we reacher. but luckliy we saw noelle and her sisters already in line so we just masuk the line.. hehe.. we waited in the blazing hot sun for 3 hours.. since the only allowed us in at 12 pm.. at 12.. we went in... i think i loss 1 kg just standing it the sun and had a good tan.. lol.. the way the the amplitheather was another long way down...and when i say long it was major long.. sadly tiara had to wait for cheryl who was apparently coming after school.. so rajin.. we obviously skipped it!! but i went ti before her.. i just had to get there.. so once again i ran. lucky for me i wasnt wearing heels..lol.. it was packed with ppl but my sis and i managed to steal a seat.... it was only like 12 .30 and the show started at only 3pm.. you can imagine all the screaming girls...lol..yes i was one of them.. at 1pm.. i was like starving and totally dehydrated.. so went down to buy something.. can you IMAGINE.. the sold one can drink at 5 bucks and mineral water at 3 bucks... and one KFC burger and 5 bucks.. INSANITY!! but it was either that or starve.. so i bought one buger and mineral water.. in the theater the played all kinds of songs.. not david's sadly.. cause that's what i really wanted to hear.. we waited there for lik 3 long aggravting hours... until finally JJ and Ean came out. and started warming us up.. they wanted us to sing davids songs to see how many fans were out there.. then the were having some quizzing session.. giving away goodie bags.. i was wondering how the hell they pick out people out of that whole lot of screaming fans.. FINALLY ant 4pm.. something happened.. they brought out 3 local singers.. first one was a chinese guy. who sang in chinese and i had not one clue wht the hell he was singing about.. lol. they all sang 2 songs each.. among the 3 i only knew one which was DANIEL LEE.. lol.. after all that which we all clearly didnt want to see cause everybody was chanting davids name.. then FINALLY.. the David came... he was so energized.. he wore a shirt sleeves till his elbows , jeans and sneakes.. slightly spiked hair totally cute.. i love his style., looks. voice , smile and hair!!!!!!!! he sang touch my hands... when he sang that i had a feeling he was singing it to me ( lol.. syok sendiri).. just listen to the lyrics carefully and you'll know why.. the he was saying that how much he loved his malaysian fans and sang crush and a little too not over you. that was awsome.. when we reached his folceto he almost went down.. his corkey dances and he hit the mic stand.. lol.. after that. he went it to freshen up.. and the jokers for the day JJ and Ean came back to talk .. those two always have a wasy of making me laugh.. lol... then David 100 % cuteness can back and took his place at his keyboard.. he said the next song was the first song he learnt to play on the piano.. and when he played the first note.. i knew this was the song that made my heart totally melt when i saw him play it on you tube.. it was a thousand miles by venessa carlton.. it was awsome.. he played it so fast and he was so cute.. singing and playing at the same time.. and i knew all the words.. i love him.... it was so fast..now i'm trying to play it for the next time i see him... but its not easy considering a play my ear.. then he played and sang angels... i totally love the song.. i changet the chorus to 'i'm lovin david instead'.. aaaa..... then that was his last song.. sadly.. i wanted to see more of him.. hiazz... apprantly all good things come to a sad end.. before we left i asked the security guard if he could get david to sign my poster.. ( yes i bought one before the show just so he could sign it) but the dude said he cant.. i begged him but he still wouldent budge.. so i left.. so my sis and i. took another long long long but quick walk to the shuttle bus station.. before it rained again.. while waiting for the bus.. it rained.. i was so afraid my priceless poster of my darling david would get wet.. the bus was over loaded with crazed david fans.. it was seriously packed.. it was so packed until the driver had to by pass two of his stops and take us all back to sunway pyramid since all of us needed to go there.. we reached sunway and it was still raining.. while waiting for my dad.. we went in to get a drink.. then dad came and i told him the whole story.. once i reached my house.. my uncle and grandparents were there so i told them everything... it was an awsome day... will never forget it... eyenthough i didn't get to see him..i will be seeing a lot of him in the future.. where i'm going.. i'l be meeting alot of people in the music industry....

one live.. on love.. one david..

if anyone can make me fall in love you can.

i'm back!!

2009-04-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

LIT NITE is coming soon. cant wait.. auditions to attend.. hope i get a role..i totally want to be a part of it plus it's gona look good on my college application..

maids (yes i have two ) just had to end up being two major drama queens.. well.. one is indonesian and one is sri lankan.. well.. the sri lankan lady is nice and roundly cute.. but she misses her 3 adorable kids( yes i saw their photo ) so she's sobbing basically every day .. and she wants to make phone calls to sri lanka every day to make sure her kids are alright.. btw the bills not cheap.. so now instead of her calling them.. they are calling her... ann-no-ying... but i can understand her.. she misses them.. i mean who wouldent miss their kids when their like 600 miles away from home.. and just today morning my indonesian maid was found lying flat on the bathroom floor sobbing her eyes out calling for her mum.. it was scarry... when asked what was wrong.. she said her mother came to her and poured water on her.. or something like that.. i mean it was so creepy.. but all's well with her.. but my sri lankan maid she giving my poor parents a head ache.. she wants to go back to sri lankan.. does she know how much the bloody ticket costs.. her family is gonna have to pay is she wants to go.. if they dont the she stays.. i really pity my parents..

hey yall!!!

2009-03-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

missed icc.. bummer.. but that is all the past.. i'm going back to my hometown today.. my quincenera is like in two days.. not really freaking out... considering i feel like i'm getting married.. i think some thinks are just alittle bit over done.. but heck... i'm just gona be their china doll on that day.. i did not ask for it they just decided. so instead of throwing a fit i'm just gona be quiet and follow along.. the thing i cant stand is that i'm gona have to wear a saree... i look ridiculus in that... siriously.. my whole familia is gona be there.. just imagine.. no where to hide. if you were me you would really think you were gettinh married.. its all just so bizzare.. anyways i got 2 days to freak out... lol.. mums coming.. gtg

hols!!

2009-03-13T17:00:00.003+08:00

hey alll!! holidays are here.. yay...and the exmas are over.

well.. the exams totally sucked.. books aside and hello fun.. lol.. tomorrow is icc.. i totally cant wait... its gona rock!! so yea.. i stayed at school until 2pm of absoultly nothing.. so wasted time.. neways considring the exams are over.. i got time to waste... time is on my side.. rite.. lol.. anyways.. i'm gona be on9 alot these few days until thursday when i go back to my home town.. well... hopefully i get to slot in some major movie watching before i go... lol.. just so happy.. gona enjoy now and suffer later.. when the results come out.. well i alreadty predicted my results so i'm not keeping any high hopes... my add maths and maths is gona be a big fail.. the rest is just un mentionable.. lol. enjoys the hols ppl... before school reopens and ruins it all. lol..

busier that a bee!!!

2009-03-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

hey.... i've been really busy and tight with loads of school work.. wont be able to updated by blog often but i'll try my best ...... definatly gona spent time on it during the march hols.. exams driving me insane.. and add maths is a goner!! haiz.. wait till the hols..

requested!!

2009-02-06T18:46:00.003+08:00

well.. this post was actually a request from one of my best friends.. om yasveni.. yea she asked me to write a post about her.. so om.. here is your post!!!

soo. what can i really say about om.. we met each other in the first year of high school and have been friends ever since.. we did have so pretty stupids arguments between us but its all good now..lol.. neways.. through out the years we formed this disfunctional group.. ana,banee,jo.om and me.. the 5sum..

anywayzz back to om.. well she is a good friend..and om is never hard to find.. she is always the one with food in her hands.... lol.. ask anyone who knows her..lol..(she's gona kill me after this ).

no matter where she is she eatz even is calsss... next thing she dosent reconize a dustbin.. littering is her hobby and reading is totally not a thing you can see her doing.. apart from the history textbook.. she is one heck of a dancer.....

what else.. hmmmm..... she knows anything and everything thats happening in boyzone.. lol.. she's pretty hopeless at times. lol. she spends most of the time in ths toilet infont of the mirror but not as frequent as lavi and sangi.. its like some kinda drug to them.. haha...

she has a high ambition.. marry a rich dude and have a million maids ( kidding).. lol.. the best part.. she NEVER does any homework and actually gets away with it.. haizz.. like this one time in form 2 if i'm not mistaken... she never did her math homework ever since chapter4 and our darling teacher didn't even notice.. hiayo!!! she is a history geek!! lol.. and was a math rep in form 3 ( no idea how that happen considering that she never did any of her homework )..

she is rotting in elds..hahahahahahahahahahhaahahahhaaha.. ( that was particially my fault )..

besides the toilet the canteen is her next favourite place in school.. the library is her least visited place..

though she tries to actually finish a book.. she never can.. lol.. like this one time in form 3 a bunch of us bought some books from scholastic.. and om bought a book too.. she read 3 quater of the book and then never read the rest... well the rest of us obviously had to say something.. so yea we made a hell lot of noise but she never comtinued the book.. i wonder wht happen to the book.. hmmm...

the loudest laugh after divane.. lol.. our group was always caught and nameed the noisest one in class (noise contributed my om and me ) lol... she;s kinda abnormal eventhough she begs to differ and calles me abnormal.. but we all know the abnormal one is surely not me. lol ahhahahhahhahaha ( she'll definitaly have something to say about that ). hahahahaha... she's gotten herself into loads of sticky situations but she's om for crying out loud.. she gets through it.. or so the fortune cookie lavi gave her says so.. lol

thats about all i can think of till this point.. will write more.. one thing we strongly have in commen we both hate our chemistry teacher.. lol... hahahahahh

dedicated to om..

chemistry..

2009-02-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

i had i wonderful musical time in chemistry calss today.. we all had to see our beloved teacher the first thing in the morning. haiz.. well. as usual we got scolding for no reason and was given so really STUPID lecture by her.. and obviously i got a hell load of scolding.. but wht can you expect when you have a teacher like her.. hiazz. her lecture lasted and extreamly long pathetic 30 minutes. she talked to us about the way to dress and how to respect the culture of the clothes we wear.. i mean what relevance does that have to do with chemistry.. gosh!!! moving on she talked about this malay proverb she learned whrn she was in high school.. i mean WHO WANTS TO KNOW!!!! we want to learn chemistry not her her crap stories about her high school life and what she learnt back then... she was talking bout some 'bodoh sombong' proverb and claim that we were acting like wht the proverb means.. if you could actually listen too all that without falling asleep is just a god given gift!! then she finally starts the class.. finally wht came out from her mouth next was something to do with chemistry... moving on with the lesson.. she does this quick experiment.. so she does it and everybody looks at it for the results.. the after looking at it for sometime.. i look away to rest my eyes.. she caught me looking away and she yells at me.. for looking outside.. she is just so!!!K!HUGJ!!!:?!>! then she gives me another useless lecture.. and as i was looking at her i just cant help but to dodge my eyes from side to side... i mean who can stand staring at her.. she was yelling at me for not looking at her straight in the eye. and was callng me a lier.. i mean tell me WHAT IN THE WORLD DID I LIE ABOUT WHEN I WASNT EVEN GIVE THE CHANCE TO SPEAK!!!. that woman makes no sense... she was saying that my parents didnt teach me to be honest acn crap like that.. geezz. if i did lie than call me a lier.. but the thing is i didnt even open my mouth to say a lie.. oh gosh!!! so she made me stand out side of the lab while she make the other 38 ppl sleep in the lab...then after class she gives another lecture bout how i'm not participating in class and so nonsense about making me parents sit in class.. it didnt make any sense to me at all.. all i heard was blah blah blah blah!! then she was telling me bout how a irratate her.. and i wasn just thinking to my self.. UR talking about me irratating you,, but do you know how many ppl you irratate.. haizz.. some ppl just dont realise.. basicially the whole student body!! well so i was outside studying some chemistry which she will take probally a millilenium to reach... so yea..thats my story about my chemistry calss.. i have a strong feeling that there will be more to come... its gona be a really really long year!!

an eternity!!!

2009-01-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!! i havent been here like forever!!!!! school's been hogging all of my time.. new year. new subjects and new teachers..... homework is piling up.. sooner or later its goin to be higher that the empire state building.. lol.. The chinese new year holidayss are here... and i've got to get crakin on my homework.. haizz... some holiday that's gona be... i just hope i can get out of here soon.. there's big plans i have in store for my life and being here is not gettin me anywhere.. haiz... if only... anywayz... i havea absolutly no idea on what to write.. so i'm going to tell you about my chemistry teacher... i'm not mentionin any names. but if you ask anyone from my school what's she is like and they will all tell you the same.. she is a person who tourtures inocent students.. she yells for no reason and she spends her lesson time givin is on of her stupid lectures that no one ever listens too... we ever sleep in her class.. i mean we can barely keep our eyes open but we're just so afraid so as and when she might blow!!! she is just so fussy!! i really dont get it... she can spend her lessons teaching us but all she does is yell.. is that her hobby or something.. we just cant wait until the bell rings.. we hardly learn anything.. haiz.... she is just so ...................................................................................... so thats my chemistry teachers..some how she is the only teacher we have a problem with.. neways.. i'm not letting her ruin my hols... i'm goin back to my hometown.. cant wait to see all my cousins... miss them like hell...granma and grandad too.... cant wait to see them... thats all for now.. theres some renovation that needs to be done to my blog page .. this one's getting to old.. till next time..

headphones country!

2009-01-03T15:01:00.003+08:00

i just got back from singapore like days ago or as i like to call it the headphones country... the reason i call it thatt is because everybody regardless of what age they are seem to have a pair of headphones glued to their ears.. no matter where they are. hence i call it the headphones country.. anyway my familia and i had an awsome time..we did major walking but i guess you can say it was worth it..we saw really cool stuff.. their malls are like major big.. haha and not to foget EXPENSIVE!!. one the first day we were walking to around ochard road and then we headed to Funan Digital life mall.. their eletrical stuff there are cheap.. and my mum wanted some baking stuff... the second day we went to sentosa island.. that day was major awsome.. we did crazy stuff.. lol.. first we were on this tour.. so our first stop was the aqua centre.. its loke this giant aquarium.. it was really cool.. many weird sea creaturs that i didnt even know existed.. then we went for the log ride thingi.. it was this giant cinema like place where you had to put on 3-d glasses and sit on the seats that move according to the screen.. so it was so cool.. it was 3-d so you felt like everything was right in fronts of ur face.. hahah.. then we went to this thing called cineblast.. it was about pirates.. whereby you sat on cinema like chairs that moved and when something happens in the movie you get to feel it... like when it was raining it the movie you could literally feel rain drops on your head and when crabs were crawling on the pirated you could feel it on your leg. it was awsome.. then we went of to lunch and then we walked until we felt like dropping... that night we visited some cousins of mine that live in sigapore.. it was really nice to see them all. the third day we headed to Bugis street to do a little shoping and the next day we headed back home.. it was really an awsome holiday.. exaughsting but awsome..

christmas

2008-12-23T10:30:00.001+08:00

hey guys!!! christmas is in like two days... have a great holiday...

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR

life is like a candle

2008-12-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

tomorrow,tomorow,and tomorrow,
creps in this petty face from day to day,
to the last syllable to recorded time,
till all out yesterdays have lighted fools,
a way to dusty death,
Out,out brief candle,
life's like a walking shadow,
a poor player,
that struts and frets its hour upon the stage,
and then is heard of no more,
it is a tale told by an idiot,
full of sounf and fury,
signifying nothing.....

waiting...

2008-12-15T18:16:00.002+08:00

those who know me should know i'm not a patient girl.. i hate it when people dont keep to their promises.. its sickens me.. and right now i'm totally mad... this may be a really stupid reason to be mad at but if you were me you would know... i've been waiting for months and now the time has come you say wait till the time and i waited but then you said tomorrow and when that day comes you say i have no time, later.. then when later comes you say lets check it out then you say tommorrow for sure i promise.. this first thing when i come home.. then you come home the next day you say.. i saw a add in the papers and there's more next week... that was the last straw..... i've been waiting all this time but you never showed... next week is a definate no because you are so busy and you know that.. why make promises you cant keep... i should not have waited.. waiting for you to is like waiting for rain in the drought.. i'm tired of waiting.... take me to a place where i can be alone... promises made are never kept and that just causes a lot of heatache..

i waited for you like a inocent soul,
endured the rain, the pain and the suffering,
i did it for you,
i waited for you but you never came around,
it broke my heart,
you've created a wound that can never be healed,
waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought,
thanks for letting me know that i can never trust you.

x mas is near

2008-12-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

hey guys... christmas is like really near and well i just wanted to wish everyone a verry happy christmas and a happy new year... for us kids... is something to celebrate and something to be bummbed about because that means school is about to start... neways i really hope you guyss enjoys these last few weeks of the holidays and have fun...

HAPPY CHRISTMAS

twilight movie review!!!!

2008-12-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

twilight was an awsome book... but the movie was not what i expected it to be.. it was good but it could have been better... they eddited a lot of parts out.. but it was nice... edward was hot usual.. he really pulled of the velvetly voice.. alice was really cute and rosalie was rosalie.. carlisle was so hot for a dad.. mike newton was cute.. haha.. jacob black was good.. but he would have looked a lot better without the stupid long hair.. but thats just how it is..they all playes their parts well... my fav. part was in the dance studio when james was about to have bella for dinner... edwards expression when he saw her in pain.. how he went throung hell to get the venom out of her.. poor eddie... and the part where alice just jumps on james like some kind of spider monkey and breakess his neck.. GO ALICE!! i also loved the vampire baseball... the loud noises the made when the hit the ball.. the speed they ran.. adreneline rush!! they were so fast.. i liked the dress bella wore to the prom.. blue layered dress with tights and sneakers... so my style.. and my mum said i couldent wear sneakes with a dress.. haha... neways.. i liked the movie.. but the book was better.. the best thing a bout it was also the music... that was beautiful.. carter burwell did an amaziing job.. bellas lullaby was really nice.. but it think i liked river flows in you a lot better.. but this one was nice too. clair de lune was really beautiful.. loved the music.. edward was really charming.. la push beach is so beautiful.. i shall visit forks one day.. hehe.. neways it was nice but not what i expected...

-and so the lion fell in love with the lamb-

if you could live foreverr,
what would live for,

edward..

2008-11-25T16:06:00.003+08:00

I was absolutly sure about three things.. First, edward was a vampire. Second there was a part of him- and i didn't know how pontent that part might be- that thirsted for my blood. And third. that i was unconditionally and irrevocablly in love with him..

Not here alone in the darkening forest. Not while the rain made it as dim as twilight under the canopy nad pattered like footsteps across the matted earthen floor..

love..

2008-11-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

for anyone who has read the twilight series by stephenie meyer you will know what i mean when i say I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN..... hahah most girls do...he is like the ideal boyfriend any girl can ask for.... romeo just got replaced...lol..... twilight is a very passionate story about forbidden love. bella and ordinary girl falls in love with edward cullen who is a vampire... edward's family dosent drink human blood but only animal blood... you dont know how hard it is to resist human blood when your like dating a human.. pity edward... but he risked it and held the temptations back jsut so he wouldent hurt bella... I love him... haha.. anyway vampires are immortal.. they live forever.. and when i read the whole series i wanted to be a vampire... crazy right!! i know!! just to live forever... just like bella... she wanted to be a vampire just so she could be with edward.. but edward wouldent change her because he didnt want her to miss out on all the human things that she will not be able to do when she becomes a vampire.. so he dosent change her.. how sweet... he misses his human life so much his whole family does including, alice,roselie,emmet and jasper.... so i was thinking being a vampire could be soo cool...just living forevver... but the cool thing about the story is that its seemingly wonderful fantasy- lets all just fall in love with vampires and live forever- but its so much harder than that. imagine living forever.. liveing one life is hard enough. but sometimes i wish i was a vampire.. hmmm...

Ready set... get lost!!

2008-11-13T13:18:00.002+08:00

I'm at the starting line of the rest of my life ready as i've ever been got the hunger and the stars in my eyes the prise is mine to win oh.. i'm ready.. get set dont go... looks like thins are falling in place.. or looks like their falling apart.

bladdy irratating!!!

2008-11-13T12:23:00.003+08:00

i never knew life could suck this bad.. but i dont regret on what i said today..its all my mum's fault..i absolutly hate it when people say one thing and then they go back on thier words.. that absolutl ticks me off.. and i just blow.... geez man... well.. my life is practically 90% MISERABLE and 10% heartache... thats what you get for keeping yourself occupied.. hell on earth much!!!! trust me you really dont wanna be me... its full of crap... here's how it all started... welll log story short.. i asked my mum weather i could go for carolling practice and she said can.. then on the day and just 15 minutes before practice starts she refuses to take me... yea she said to ask my friends mother to pick me but they are all working out side from home. and they cant, she is the only one who is at home.. i know she is working but she is freaking at home.. she 's not the only one who as a job.. and btw she needs a life too.... so i yelled at her and she yelled at me.. and of course she tried to defend herself but of course i absolutly had something to say about it.. so i yelled back.. and i will never regret or take back the words i just said... never ever!!1 she need to know and start to think bout the people around her.. i'm so freaking mad at her now.. not talking to her is like nothing new to me.... i can live without talking to her.. so used to it.. in this'family' my mum and i are the people who fight the most.. so i'm like so totally used to it.. totaly sucks!!! neways so i like cried so much.. i feel like my eyes are gona buldg out.... but now i just needed my remedy whoch is music and just a way to let it all out... so i called up my best friend and talked to her and now i'm here writing in this blog...i love music... it makes me feel better..unlike other people the eat to feel better... i'm just so mad right now.. i can just thow something at her or kill my self.. seriouly i can and i will... but i'm just gaon go out of the house for a while to clear y mind,.. if i stay here and long i might need a shrink or a nuthouse... a person can go totally mental staying here... so later once the rain stops i'm gona walk out side a little.. get some nice cool air in my head.. and maybe walk aroud and go church... thats the only place where things actually make sense.... so yea... all i need is this stupid rain to stop... well... so now i;m still pissed.. and so not talking to the person who goes back on her words.. you might think i'm totally stupid and an asshole doing what i did but if you were me and you were in that exact situation you would know how i feel... and i feel sad , annonyed and let down.. and a hole lot of heartache.. i wish i could just take i knife and just stab myself... i ight go to helll but anywhere is better thatn here right now... yea....geezzz... i could just break something right now.. but i dont know waht to break... i need to bask something, punch something or banh something,,, oh wait!!! coiencidence... my darling mother just broke a glass... hahahahhahahahhahaha... my job is obviosly done!!!! i dont feel better just the same.. i so need to get out... i wish my life ould me like it is in storiebooks of even in my dreamas.. i nmy dreams my life is so perfeect... i'm liveing my dream and doing waht i love.. wihout and dissapointment or heartache,,, but reality sucks!!!! i wanna life in my dreams foreever... so out of words .. i guess i've said what needs to be said.. theres nothing more to be said.. the war has just begun... embrace it..

wishes!

2008-10-31T19:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween!!!!!!

love...

2008-10-31T19:20:00.002+08:00

Love is always patient and kind. It is never Jealous.Love is never boastful and conceited. It is never rude or selfish.It does take offence in other peoples sin but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse ,to trust,to hope and to endure whatever comes.

Camp rock rocked!!!

2008-10-23T18:27:00.003+08:00

Man camp rocked !!!!! i did not except to see sonia lee there but i did... lol.. anyway we had a

rocking good time... the mount of weird things we had to do.. man you would have laughed...

we arrived at kl pac like about ummm..9.30am.. when we reacher the studio at the top

most floor ean and natalie from Hitz.fm where there.. they were the first ones to greet us at the stair way... lol .. they were funny... then we went into the studio.. it was a dance studio.. so there were mirrors like everywhere... and there was like this big stage at the front with a hugh camo rock poster as the background... Cmap rock banners were everywhere... joe,nick.kevin and even demi... so totally awsome..... there where camp rock and disney channel stickers pasted on every mirror and window... then we went into the studio... there were little cushions on the floor for us to sit on.. i met a new friend Katrina... there so many kid with the same intresets.. MUSIC!!! then ean and natelie came and told us what we were going to be doing for the whole day.. they were just so jumpy and so full of energy.. i just felt tire for them... the our first lesson was song writing 101. UNO and JD from pop shuvit were there to tell us about their song writing experiences.. they were awsome people conseidring there are celebrities.. ean told them so sing a song about 'breakfast'.. they actually came up with a few lines about breakfast... it was so funny... hahahahahhahaa.. then the experts came... Nurfatima and Audi Mok... they were famous song writiers... they tought us how it is to come up wiuth a good song and stuff like that... then nat and ean called up a few campers who were good in songwriting to preform their song and the pro's and the celebs where to judge their song... their songs were pretty good and the comments where good to.. u'm working on a song right now.... then it was Singing 101.. my all time favourite... Suki from one in a million was out celebritie... she just gave us some pointers on what to do before we go on stage to preform..it was really help full. asusual she was so bubbly and sweet... then she sang 2 of her songs.. she was awsome... being only 19 she can really sing.. hoping to be her protege some day.then the expert at singing Maziah... she taught us some pointers on singing... the breathing technique, word production and word production. we had to do this crazy stuff with our mouths.. lol.. then we were paired up.. and were were given turnes to sing the song 'this is me'.. so many of them could sing... being among people who love music as much as i do... then was lunch!! .. lunch was off the hook.. there was pasta,lamb,and whole load of good food and all for free.. after lunch katrina and i was the first to come back to the studio.. the hitz crew was there acting stupid i managed to take a few pictures.. the showman ship 101.. Moots from pop shuvit was our celeb.. he was a funny guy.. he told us some ways to over come stage fright while preforming... then the pro was Linda Jasmine.. she is a dancer.. she was awsome.. her son Qualif who was 8 years old was so adorable.. he could never stop moving... OMG... just like his mom .. a dancer... we taught us how to upgrade our showman ship and how to make our preformance interisting... she was really nice... she divided us into 2 big groups on either side of the studio and she told us to walk diagonaly across the studio to the other side while doing our craziest moves...that was so fun... they played a song from the movie and we had to groove to it.. loads of them had awsome moves espicially the little one they were so cute...hehe... then was dancing 101... also one of my favourites.. the celeb was Alam from so you think you can dance asia... he was really weird but an awsome hip hop dancer... he danced to 'Hasta la vista' man he was soo good... envy him to the max.. later Linda taught us some moves on how to dance to 'Hasta la vista.. there was so many of us that we all could not see ourselves in the mirror... she was screaming at the top pf her lungs.. so squeaky!!! lol... the we had to devide ourselves and preform on stage.. that was soo cool.. the practicing we did really made us sweat... not a pretty sight..lol.. but so worth it... she was really nice.. she told us to keep following our dreams and live it well... it was soo cool. the best preformers were given prizes... it was almost 5.30 pm and the whole camp rock experience was so over.. i'm definatly gona miss it.. so much fun... before leaving we had tea..there were samosa's and sandwiches and different types of kuih's... so yummy!!!!! at like aroung 6.00pm... we headed for the bus... we played some games on the way back.. i won like 3 prizes.. cant help it when your a disney channel geek!!! lol... all the queistions that albert asked were something to do with camp rock or disney channel.. everybody could answer.. we even had to sing... that was part of the game... as usual i sang.. cant help it when your a fan of music.. we reacher astro like at 6.45pm.. saw my dad's car.. was extreamly tired but had a rocking time... cant wait for next year... now i'm like praticing the excesices Maziah taught us for the singing... getting pretty good at it...l'll be living my dream in no time.. haha... plan on taking dance classes from Linda soon.. she can really help me..hahaha... This is me..

Music is my soul, the rythem is my heart beat and the passion is what keeps me going...

drama + music + beat= my life....

music distress call!!!

2008-09-17T12:40:00.002+08:00

who knew music could make you fell like a complete ass!!! well i can and well i know how it feels... i may not be perfect but i do love what i do... i may not be that good but i'm willing to try.. but u know eventhough i've been playing for 12 years andmy sister only5 years.. i dont really care... everybody knows she is a much better person that i am, she is smarted that me and even more likeable.... dosent take and idiot to know that.. but you know i absolutly hate being pushed.. i'm just not there yet... i have to find the beat than only can i sing!! but they're not the one;s to be blamed... it's all on me.. i havent been practicing and havent been taking much interest..but i realise my mistake.. and bit by bit i'm trying to patch up the holes.. but its not fast enough. now that she is better than me everybody focuses on me.. i hate it.. i hate being the centre of it all. it kills me. and i end up messing it up... the only reason i dont show my music to the world is because i hate it when people watch... i just cant i end up messing up..thats why i play when no one's around.. but one day when i',m ready i'll rise up and show the world my music... for everyone to enjoy.. but if they think its not worth spending another penny on me then i might just become what everybody is expecting me to me... i total loser and a nobody in the world.. today at class.. i just got the total pep talk.. and it sucked... i was it the middle and the had no where to run.. its like being caged... and my sister just sat there.... just because she is better than me everybody ends up beating me up!!! dieing soul.... everybody is pushing me for exams.... geezzzz.. i just want to take a gun and shoot myself.. earlier i just couldent take i just stormed of the scene.. i dont care if they they think i'm a total loser that will never suceede... thats their problem.. i'm got my own problems and the main on is music.. if i dont get good grades i will never be able it get into ICOM... u know i cant stand it.. after class i just started playing sad music and musci that will clear my soul.. well.. i fell much better.. after screaming,crying, shouting and writing not to forget playing some music my disturbed soul is finally at peace... who says music can take your worries away??! some music can just bring more troubles.... at this second life really sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like dieing..sombody just shoot me la!!

Best time ever!!!

2008-09-07T13:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday rocked!!!!!!!! we went to the preveiw screening of CAMP ROCK!!!!! it so totally rocked!!! i'm gona descibe the whole day!!!!!meggany came along.. saddly i didnt get a replacement for the last ticket so that got wasted... Neways my dad dropped us at the entrance of the pavillion... we we like walking for so long to get the the cinema... geez... that place is hugh man!!!!!!! we walled for like 10minutes till we actually got there.. once we were there we were searching for the registration counter... man it was packed... loads of ppl queing up.... luckily we were there early.. they gave us goodie bags!!!! hehe... some pretty cool stuff... we chose our seats right behinde the VIP'S... then we went to stage area... Ean from hitz.fm was there.. he was playing so games with us... preety cool prizes.. but we didnt go.. thanks to megan...haha... we actually stood there for 1 hour.. then the starz came, Amelia,riz, suki and loads more.... they were the voices for the malay version... it was maximum asomeness... suki was really pretty.. and nice not like other celebs.. she was really bubbly and well like a teenager actually... anyway she sang some parts from this is me and from the malay version.. she is really good.. has an asome voice... then Ean played some games with them... that was really hilarios man....you would really have laughed.. AT bout 4.15pm.. they told us to head to our respictive cinema rooms... ours was Cinema 6.... we were suprised to see Tiara,Nicole and Cheryl there.. Coincidink!!! lol.. well they were in the same room as us.... suki was sitting right BEHIND US !!!!! she was fun...as soon as she sat people ambushed her with cameras...we posed with her.. she didnt even complain!!! sweet soul...once everybody settled down.. meganny and me asked her for her autograph she gladly gave it to us... then the lights went of and the show started... they showed suki's music video first... she was like so embarassed... hahah.. but it was good.. her voice rocked.. the movie ROCKED!!!.. camp rock ROCKED!!. joe jonas was looking hotter than ever in his bad boy look... kevin acted as the dumd one in the Connect 3.. he and his bird house!!! hhaha... but he looked asome is the straight hair.... totally charming...after the movie we left... it was freezong outside the cinema... inside wasnt so cold la...the movie was better than i expected.. at least in was 100 time better the same old HSM!!.. we walked to the main entrance they were having a show.. suki was gonna sing.... so yea.. as we were walking.. some pujabi guy called us... he asked us to play some games.. so we said yes .. we sat inside... before suki came.. Ean played some games.. me and meganny went... it was a stupid game .. we had to dance on a piece of paper and once the music stopped we had to fold it.. me and megan wwere the second to fall off cause we were like wearing shoes... big ones!!! hahah but we got a prize to... the soundtrack cd and the notebook shaped like a guitar.after that suki came.. she sang her malay version of 'This is me' calles 'Siapaku' it was pretty good... she came down from stage.. and sang near us.. she really connected with us.. we got so take close up pictures of her.. we even took a picture with Ean... he was really wacky.. half way through her preformance in started raining.. she was nice she told us to come under her tent..she's one of the nicest celebs i've ever met..after that she had a autograph session.. i made her sign my cd... we even took a souvenier for yoges!!! haha and we made suki sign it.. she;s gonna love it!!!!!! after that.. we headed inside... i called my dad to pick us up.... we walked around inside... once my dad picked us.. he took us out for dinner... me and megan.. my little sis didnt want to tag along.. after eating we headed home.. it was the most tireing day.. i almost could not even wake up in the morning!!! so tired.. but it was the best day ever!! i'll never forget this day in my lifetime!!!! i'll post some pictures up once megan sends them to me...

CAMP ROCK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DONT BELIEVE HE PICKED UP MY CALL...... I'M GONA GO TO WATCH THE CAMP ROCK PREMIER!!!!!!!! HOLY COW!!!!!! I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!! NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY EXCITEMENT!!! I WAS ABSOLUTLY NUMD STRUCK!!!!!!!! WHEN HE PICKED UP I WAS BLABBERING!!!!! GOSH I CANT TYPE THE STORY!!! I STILL AM STRUCK BY SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... COOL NAME!!!! EAN!!!! ILOVE YOU!!! THANKS FOR PICKING UP MAN!!!! YOU ROCK!!!! THANK YOU GOD FOR HELPING ME!!!!!!!!! GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I NEED TO TELL MORE PPL BOUT THIS.... MEGAN 'WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BLAST!!!!! BUT STILL THINKING WHO ELSE TO BRING... JUST ONE MORE PASS!!!! ITS SO LATE SCARED TO CALL ANYONE OSO!!! LIN RUI I COULDENT REACH YOU!!! SORRY!!!! I REALLY AM...I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!! GEEZ!!! FIRA YOU BETTER COME!!!!!!! WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE CAN DO SOME CELEBRITY SEEING!!!! MNY LOCAL CELEBS!!! LOOKS LIKE WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER OPENS!!! YEAH!!!! CAUSE WE ROCK CANP ROCK!!!

breakout!!!

2008-09-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

Every week's the sameStuck in school so lameMy parents say that I'm lazyGetting up at 8 is crazyTired of hearing what to doSo unfair, So uncoolDays too longAnd I'm holding onTill I hear the bell ringCuz it's the time whenThe time whenWe're gonna BreakoutLet the party startWe're gonna stay outGonna break some heartsWe're gonna dance till the dance floor falls apartUh oh, all over again.We're gonna wakeup everyone we knowWe're gonna have some fun, gonna loose controlFeels so good, to let go-oh-oh.Hangout, it's something we like to doWith my friends, every mess were into HAThese are the last songs that we choseNone of them are here to remember youDays too longAnd I'm holding onTill I hear the bell ringCuz it's the time whenThe time whenWe're gonna BreakoutLet the party startWe're gonna stay outGonna break some heartsWe're gonna dance till the dance floor falls apartUh oh, all over again.We're gonna wakeup everyone we knowWe're gonna have some fun, gonna loose controlFeels so good, to let go-oh-oh.I wish it would never end, Spending time with my friends.Oh with my friends! BreakoutLet the party startWe're gonna stay outGonna break some heartsWe're gonna dance till the dance floor falls apartUh oh, all over again.We're gonna wakeup everyone we knowWe're gonna have some fun, gonna loose controlFeels so good, to let go! BreakoutLet the party startWe're gonna stay outGonna break some heartsWe're gonna dance till the dance floor falls apartUh oh, all over again.We're gonna wakeup everyone we know.We're gonna have some fun, gonna loose control.Feels so good, to let go-oh-oh

late...

2008-08-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

to me right now is kinda late... my parents are all like so fast asleep... hahaha.. my tv is busted and my only source of entertainment is the computer.. so i updated my blog and then just moped around the house.. serioully without tv its so boring.. everybody sleeps so early and this is like the last night to sleep late before school starts so i'm gonna enjoy it.. currently i'm talking to my best friend.. we're recalling the old days we shared it middle school... oh what fun.. really missing those days.. yea basically...thats is.. yesterday was quite fun... my darling cousins came and my uncle took us out for lunch.. we went to sunway.. it was so hugh we ended up walking from one end to another.. haha... but it was fun.. then being terribelly exhausted we went home to my place and it rained so heavilly so my uncle couldent go back.. so he bunked at my placed for a while... we had afternoon tea with j.co's... yummy... hahah. my cousins and i were playing this game until then the rain had stopped.. the went home.. and my parents and sis were helping my mum bake.. so i was home alone with the computer editting my blog.. i did that like until 7.45pm... hey dont blame me... wht do you expect a girl to do when her tv is like totally busted!!! so yea.. suddenly i got i call saying my friend and her family was coming over. so i rushed and had a quick shower... while waiting i sat down and did some art.. with the radio on of course.. i'm not a quite girl just so you know... then the arrived.... my friend is the same age as me and she has this annonying little brother he's 10... boy when i say he was annonying.. dude seriously he was... we craped a lot... then we headed 4 some dinner... both families were starving.. we heared for the nearest restaurant and had dinner.... we ate like pigs... hahah... damn hungry man.... hahaha.. after that we al headed home... my friend and i locked ourselves up in the room and craped all night.... two teenage girls talking obviously it has to be private.. hahahahah... they left at around 1am.. but we had fun... then i just had to hit the haystack... was soo tired... well ..that day was basicallly the mast interisting day of my whole holidays... saddeing izzint it...haha so yea... but during summer break... i've already planned wht i'm going to do.. just waitng for that bell to ring on the last day of school.... every kid will be waiting for that day... when summer time its out vacation...hahaha... later dudes.. now i've gotta hit the haystack once again...nitezzz

when dreams come true..

2008-08-08T18:08:00.006+08:00

i'm like so close to moving to aussie.... hopefully i get to go to the Australian International Performing Arts High School.. that'll be a complete dream come true... i mean studying wht i love and doing what i love and enjoying it... a place where music matters... and in my new home. i'm gona make sure i have my own sound proof room with my piano,keboard, guitar, and all my music stuff... my music will be me... i couldent imagine life being any other way... it maybe tough but totally worth it.. i'm gona make my dreams come true even if it takes some time... i may not be as lucky as miley,nick,joe and kevin but i;ll meet them some day and we'll be doing what we do best.. making music for the world to enjoy... and so it goes...

friends

2008-08-01T17:16:00.005+08:00

be carefull who you r friends are.... most people tend to say that and i finally understand the reason why.. i'm not gona bother expalining the whole incident.... just so balddy pissed with my so called friends... I HATE JOANNE YAP!!!! just hat to say that because its the truth.. all because of one person iswarya and he shit story not everybody hates. me btw i didi not do anything that asshole made them believe it so now they rather believe her than me... fine who needs them anyway..bunch of no good losers!!! geezz.... dare they call me names... i tried telling them but they want proof!!! wht SHIT proof do they want when nothing happen!!!!!!! so now let them be scewed up as they are... who needs them.. i've got loads of other frends.. ijust cant wait to get out of here.. dont have to see their blady faces.. ish!!!!!!!!!!so musch for friends... never trust anyone even your closest friends... they might be the veryones that end up breaking you down... not talking to them is fine by me... i'm so used to it... use people than just throw them away.... gosh!!!!!!!!.. ish!!! sa damn pissed!!!!!!!!!!! all this is iswarya's fault.. was her misson to turn all my friends against me.. so she strikes again.. she's like their body guard!!! i'm pressing the keys so hard afraid it might get spoil.. nothing can make ths situation alright... it wont be soon before long before i get outta here... cant take it anymore!!!!!! gona blow..

how many iswarys's does it take to screw up a light bulb?? i dono but it take only one to screw up a perfect friendship.. i hope ure happy

50th Golden jublie

2008-07-18T20:18:00.006+08:00

Last saturday was assuntas 5o th golden jublie concert.. and it was a hugh hit... loads of people came.. students, ex-students, parents. me being an usherer got to see all their faces.. lol..well. before the show the cast and crew were all damn busy... we had dinner at 5.30 and then of course we gals are photogenic.. we took loads of pictures together... hahah... fun time...we took out places at 7.oopm... damn fun... but showing ppl to their seats... not so fun..neways i was so hyper i was running here and there and was running up too the uper deck.. all my friend were all over the place... and the makeup.. GOSH!!! pity the cast.. the were full off it.. espicially shereen and jaishree.. rainbow girls!! lol... at 8.oopm the lights went off.. show was gona start.. and at that moment a group of old people walked in.. like can they be any later..!!!! dah la so dark wanna grumble... getting them to their seats was hell so old cannot see the steps oso.. haizz.. neways the show was a blast... everybody liked it...the band rocked!!! AMB really knows how to jam.. and the opening act was super... melissa looked gooofy but she can really act like a small kid!! lol... and percussion can loud.. whooo!!! shereen looked damn lala... she mouth cannaot close..lol... then vickey really looked like some real princess.. haha. but the best part of the show was cinnamon rainbow and much ado about nothing... those 2 were the BOM!!! kanages rocked the house... that gal can act la...!! lol... damn super... so balddy nice.. the muhibah dance was not bad... but the best part was when the whole crew came on stage.. we held hands and ran across the stage.. fabolous.... sang the school song all assuntarians really showed their school spirit... espicially throught the juniors musical.. the song are still ringing in my heard.. ho zi lynn did an awsome job being sister enda.. boy that lady can sing.... no school in the world has the kinda of spirit assuntarians have.. we really showed them what assunta was all about... THE CONCERT ROCKED!!!. cast of MAAN and CR fantastic job...hope too see more of it soon... in the mean time... just wait to be amased by the talents of all assuntarians.... hahahaahhaha...

talent+atheletics+academic=assunta.ASSUNTA SPIRIT ALIVE...

school.. 4 june o8

2008-07-04T19:28:00.002+08:00

school today was such a drag.. after school.. i few of us stayed back for interact practice... it started at 3.3opm so from 12.35 till 3.30 we had absolutly nothing to do.. after lunch we headed to class. since nobody used or class we concored it... the whole class to our selves.. cekap!!! neways once we reached we started standing on tables and chairs and sleeping on the tables and messing the class... we did everything we could not do during school hours.. u cant imagine what us girls did.. girls go wild.. then we sat on the tables and started comparing our interact shoes.. typical girls... we tried walking in them... it was baldy painfull... luckily for boys they dont have to wear high heels.. neways after that we got dressed at round 2pm.. we had loas of time... so we created choas.... we played music using our phones. om and sangi was the funniest their run way walk was classic and lavinyaas walk.... om's dance was hilarious gosh!!! if only you could see it... we were wild.. taking videos... than we immatated mr.bean... gosh that was a bladdy funny time... you can imagine how much we laughed... until it hurt... in was so nice... lol... all of us started posing and taking video it was so cekap!!!! i'll try to get hold of those videos and post a couple up here so u can see the crap we did... lol.. it was THE best day ever... who says girls dont know how to party... we rocked the class... hahahahahhahaha

wedding dinner...

2008-06-29T12:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was nerenj's wedding dinner.. it was a blast.. all my darling cousins were there.. including dushyan.. miss him.. and all my aunties and uncles.. we had a blast.. it was like we( my couzinz and i) were chased by the paparazzi... photographers were everywhere... lol... but it was great.. dinner was asome..u cant imagine how much we had to talk about.. life's will never be the same without my cousins.. lol.. all in all we had a balasting time.. we need more weddings.. lol... till we meet again..
viva la family!! lol

lost in bangsar!!

2008-06-29T12:28:00.002+08:00

have you ever been lost in a big city.. lol.. well i have me and my 3 wacky friends.. jo and bav and yas,.. this is how this weird and adventerous story begun. ( hem hem ). after interact we went outside to wait for the bus to take us to old town.... its was 4 and we did not know wht time the freaking us would come.. we were like waiting ther for so long like a bunch of losers and we were like so angry.. then we saw a bus coming frm the opposite side so we took it.. when we entered we realised it was taking us to kl town. SHIT.... we were so lost.. bav was almost crying. and the rest of us were paniking... so scared. we had to get off.. we got of at bangsar.. of all the places and from there we had to take the same bus back to school.. we waied for 10 minutes and the blady bus did not come.. and yas's dad was going to pick her up at 5pm. she was almost in tears.. we had took take a cab back..oh gosh!! the first cab i called was a chinese dude.. we told him we had to go to old town urgently.. but the idiot said he would not take us.. big time idiot la he.. then bav managed to cal another cab.. he was nice he took us straight to the library (mppj) bless his soul... be reached the libraby b4 5... yas was safe... we all were... it was a really sacry and well weird experience... moral value.. take the correct bus.. lol

failur!!

2008-06-20T21:58:00.003+08:00

have you ever wondered why people fail!!! yea.. i didnt think so.. its just like making someone feeling even stupider.. ish.. i cant stand it.. maths is shit!!! i cant get it... and hopefully will someday... i cant keep failing in it.. this has been going on since std 4 and i'm like totally sick of it... i suck at math.. i get it.. but somehow how hard i try and memorize i end up blank at the exams... ish!!! i cant stand it.. i cant wait to migrate.. according to sources.. maths there is like easier.. its all the same but the methods of teaching and understand are easier.. all the subjcts are like that.. at least i'll feel less stupid.. i just cant wait to leave.. for once i wanna go.. ready to leave all this behind.. leaving my family will be hard.. but my friends will be harder.. but they all noe that one day i'll come back and be really sucsessfull.. living my llife and doing waht i love doing. and enjoying every minute of it.. failur is not the end of the world.. its just a beggining of a beautiful journey... i see a bright future for myself and i'm not ging to ruin it.. even if i keep geeting the last in class. that all does not matter.. what matters is i focus on whats important.. and i dont need to tell anyone wht i think is important.. my beloved parents might not approve but one day i'll show them that i'll shine brighted than the sun and they surely will be proud.. it just takes time.. well good things do take time.. its not the end.. but just the begining..

Surins dinner!!!

2008-06-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

i tought i would have the worst time of my life but it ended up being not as bad as i excepted.. it was my uncles wedding dinner... all my fab. couzins were there.. miss them so much espicially darshini and pradeep... all frm abroad.. long time no see!!! lol.. but i ended having a pretty good time with all of the. the best part was de dancing .. oMG.. no one can top they was my crazy couzins... they were rockin de dancing floor... lol.. wht do except frm boys!!! nothing much!!! lol.. but we all had a good time.. we had like a billion photos together.. it felt like the paprazi tailing us.. but it was on time all de couzinz got together... the food was good.. de band was awsome... and basically the worst time ended up being the best time...cant wait to see them all again.. LOVE YOU GUYS!!

holidays..

2008-06-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

My holidays was pure shit!!!! i would have dieD!!!! i was so bored nothing to do, nowhere to go so arhgggg!!!!! my parents forever busy,,,, i need to get a job just to keep myself occupied... well school saved me from death.... i never tought i'd be so happy to go back to school. apart frm the dissapointing results i'd rather be in school.. atleast i'm occupied.. i just hope my coming holidays arent going to be as horrible as this one... i'm gonna start planning alist of activities 4 da next hols.. lol...now school has started and my exams are getting closer.. but its just a chapter of life.. it comes and goes.. so anyways i hope your hols weren s bad as mine.. nothing could make it any worst!!! signin out.. !!! hola

idol..

2008-05-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

american idol finals just ended and i'm on cloud 9... david cook won he's like the best and i soo love him... i love archie too cant forget his cute blur face... theres just something about their voices that really give you a certain feeling..
archie... his voice his just soo cool and calm not to forget soothing that makes you wanna smile or fall in love when you listen to his voice.
cook... well his is kinda differetn his voice makes you feel young and free and makes you feel so alive.. and his gorgeous smile .. OMG.... its just so cute... lol... i'm in love with the davids.. and david just takes my breath away.... he never forgot his friends even though her won.. i admire him for that.. and that he never forgot her brother andrew.. i really love them..
i'm gona meet the david in the future.. and thats a promise.. i can and i will.. i will meet my idols and right now the davids will never leave my heart... i will meet them someday even if it takes me halfway across the globe i will do it.. viva la davids.. lol LOVE YOU DAVIDS!!

once again

2008-05-09T15:40:00.002+08:00

hey!!! havent been bloggin in a long time... live rocks as always... livin my beautiful life... hope to migrate soon.... this time i really wanna go... no turning back.. but there is still other problems... well i wanna study abroad anyways.. london, aussie or boston... i even picked out my college... lol i just wanna go.. haha.. well i'm tryin to get into iskl. but as they say... dreams dont always come true.. but i hope this one actually does... i want to live my life doing waht i love not waht i hate... haha... hopefully i get waht i want this time..

mine!!!

2008-04-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

how dare you say that!!! i saw him first... get ur own.... not fair.... hes mine all mine.... you noe i feel like killing you 4 saying tht... no way!!!!!!!!!!!! mine i tell you all mine..., ok i think this is over obbesive.... but whtever la... neways... i havent see him in a long time... the only reason i quit was because of him,. and listen to her talking bout him that way.. made me realise what i've lost and made me think of our past.... i still think about you... and never will stop... until i see you again and tell you i still feel the same way... the day we first me i thought you were a complete loser!! but as the years pass you changed and so did i.. our bond grew closer and i will never forget that... until the day i tell you how i feel.. i will never forget,,,, hope we meet again.. but i might studder as its been very long.. all i noe is you still have that cute smile and that way you look that made me fall for you.... until we meet.....

love again

2008-03-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

all i wanna do is find a way back into love.....!!! you made me find love again..

u know.... whenever i feel really mad,sad or happy... i just listen to music.. it fills that whole in my heart... and makes me feel whole... i love it... i even write... ithelps me pour all my feelings into a song... it cleare my hear..... it does help...
loving someone like you is like waiting for rain in the draught!!!!
seriously you might find this post a little bit messed up!!! lol... i just wanna write wht i feel today.... well i feel kinda happy... saw a cute guy today.... lol...... i'll keep you posted!!! gonna listed too some music

MUSIC=LIFE

icc

2008-03-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

icc was the best !!!!! wouldn't miss it for the world la...... but of course.. had too get a whole lot of scolding before going but it was worth it!!!!!!!! the preformances was asome.... saw loads of cute guys..... lol...... my favourite was dangerous disasterzz... they were the bom.... the mc was really cool.... and the beatboxing was fantastic..... it was soo nice la... they guy was soo pro.. he was kinda cute too... lol... neways it was and experience of a life time i will never foget.... i'm soo happpy that i did not miss it..... LOVE YOU GUYS!!! great showww. i'm so there next year

results!!!!

2008-03-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

thats all they except from me!???!?! why cant they just accept the fact that i cant do it!!??? some people are born to do it... but not me.. how much i try anf practice it i end up failing....They say and i quote 'you have too love it.. then u will get it'... but i dont love it.. how much i try to in my heart i dont... so pretending doesnt make it any less hard. i'm just not cut out for this kinda stuff... i'm born with music, dancing.acting. thats wht i love... and all those other stuff.... my career has nothing to do with all these other things only with what i love... i really hope they can just accept the fact that doing what i hate is just not going to make things any less hard... its just gona make it worst..... please accept me for who i am.... because i'm not gona change my self even it costs my life.. i cant be perfect....

so we meet again!!

2008-03-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

i saw... for the first time in months. never taught i would... looking the same.. no change... OMG!!! still can't believe it.. from afar u looked different but from near the same.... I taught being apart would make me forget u... but meeting u makes me fall in love again...

Sweeny todd!!

2008-02-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

I Have Will Have Vengence

Long lost and now found!!

2008-02-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

havent posted in a long time..... school takes up most of my time.... haizz.....

post of the day.
our eyes met,
you smiled,
and so did i,
The you approached with a welcoming smile,
I aknowedged but just stood as if blind,
Then you were close,
Close enough too smell,
Then your lips met mine,
Unexpected yet divine,
Blushed we both did,
Then i finially realised wht universe i was in,
I shy smile i gave back,
SO did he not knowing wht to do next,
The i took his hand and we both went outside,
It was nice toobe away from the pary air,
Fresh air cleared our mind,
We both still stood dumb and shy,
The i made the first move just as he did,
Before I knew it
It was just a dream,
As i stood up,i smiled to myself,
When i look at the mirror,
The same vision came to mind,
He and i together,
A vision so devine...

evil within!!!

2008-01-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

every one has a little of good and bad within... but have you ever met a person who is pure evil..... sounds crazy right??!!.. but the truth is there are such people... you may not have met the person yet but may have heard stories about him.... likewise, i have met him.. his name was Henry derbis... Henry was born into a noramal ordinary family consisting of his mom and dad, his younger sister and twin brother...Henry was a bright boy, smart and he was everybodys best friend until one day changed all that. One as he was walking back home after a tirsome day of high school Henry, came too notice two teenage boys talking in an dark alley. Henry was afraid that those two might see him so he hid behind a large trash can. He hesitated befor making his desioon weather or not too go further in... He gathered his courage and went for it.. He did not want to be seen so he crept within the shadows of the walls and crouched down too qa place nearest he could get too the boys.. He listened carefully. And came too know that one of them was his twin brother, Lucas.He was really curious now.. He really wanted too know what his brother was doing in a dark alley.. So he listen... 'We will strike at midnight,'said the boy....'but where... we can't be seen just anywhere... besides i'll have to sneak from my parents andd nosy sister,' wined Lucas.... 'ok then since mama's boy here needs too be extra carefull we will just have too meet up here ..ummm.. lets day around midnight' suggested the boy.. 'sounds like a plan... and oh yea! what about that little deal we had???'.. lucas said... ' we'll not discuss this here.. i see a someone shadow behide those tires... we'll deal with that too night.. i'm out!!!.. Those were the last words the boys said before leaving down the alley.. Leaving Lucas alone and scared about waht he is going too do..Henry crept in the shadown until he was saftely out of that alley.. He developed a little bit of oder while he was in there... All the way back he was thinking of the conversation between the unknown boy and his brother... He has no idea what his brother was about too do... That tought stayed in his mind until he reached home..As soon as he stepped foot into his house his little sister, Arabella ran straight too him screaming at the top of her lungs...AHHH!!!! Hen.. theres like this hugh spider in my room... Save me!!!!! Haiz.... He followed her too the room and came too find just a tiny little spider a size of an ant... Kill it!!! kill it!!! , she kept screaming....Henry who had a soft side for all living creatures just let it out the window... but before he left something that he saw caught his attention.... It was a box lying on Arabella's room floor... it was a box of pills... But Henry did know what kind of pill it was... The only question that poped up in his mind was ' what kind of pills are these too be lying around in ther room of an 9 year old.???? Henry was Arabella's favourite brother and he knew that she would tell him everything... So he poped up the question...Bell... What is this doing on your room??? he asked.. all she said was that Lucas gave them too her. Henry grew suspicious.. Why would Lucas do such a thing?? The other thing he realised that his brother was not yet home.... He was thinking hard...bu t no possible answer came too his mind. hE knew his brother very well and that he won't n be into all there drug types.. Besides Lucas knew better not too mess with this kind of stuff.. Henry did not spill a word about this too his parents. He wanted too dig in deep into the situation and find out what his brothers plans were... Lucas arrived home late that night... Henry notices a certain gloominess in his brothers face.. It did not look like the cherry, cheirry, bright boy that he once knew.. Instead a face full of saddness, confusion, and hatred.. Henry grew even more woried a bout his brother.. He was afraid to ask him incase he snappes.. So henry decided too find out for himself.. It might tale some time but he was determined tooo find out and too help his brother in any way he can.. Besides Thats what family do.. They look out for each other.. Henry remembered the appointment Lucas made with the mystrious boy... Henry decided tooo follow his twin that night.. So when al the lights were turned off and ever living soul was asleep Lucas swept out of the house. The followed by Henry whose presence was unnoticed by his brother.. Lucas led Henry back to that smelly old alley. As before Henry hid within the shadows..The mysterious boy was already waiting for Lucas but he wasn't alone there were 3 other boys with him and a teenage girl... The went through their plan qiuetly making sure no one could hear them... Unfortunately for Henry, he could not hear a single thing therefor he still did not know their plans for the night..Befor he knew it they were all walking deep down the ally, Henry followed them down the creepy alley as quiet as a mouse. Sudddenly, their foot steps came to a halt....... Henry could see quite clearly despite of all the mist.. They were standing infornt of a hugh abandone ware house..Henry's mind started wondering what they were doing in such a place.

i will have vengence!!!!!

2008-01-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

Never Forgive, Never Forget

crap!!`

2007-12-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

Bad day!! bad week is more like it... everybody it mad at me for no reason.. espically my mom.. and everythibng i do i wrong.. everything i say is wrong.. so wht is right,,huh! everything i touch turns too crap or ends up broken.. ish!! its really sucks.. call it bad week,, but i hate it..nothing is rite... i try but it turns out just palin wrong but if i dont try i just get scolding!!!! arhggg!!!!

back from vacation!!

2007-12-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

hey its me again!!! i just came back from penang yesterday... i was like soo tired so didin't not have the mood too type.. anyway i'm going too crap about my holiday its was awsome...well let me start frm the day i left.. i woke up at 6.20 am.. cause my uncle was goin to pick us up at 8.. but he ran late cause of the freaking jam.. anyway..my cousins did not know we were coming so it was kinda like a surprise when they came 2 my house.. we were on the road by 9.. but we did make a few stops cause my cousin needed a bathroom break.. he is only 6 who can blame him.. and we also stopped 4 food... wwe talked listen to music in the car.. it was the longets ride ever,, we reached at bout 5pm.. just immagine the amount of hours in the car.. when we reached we went straight 2 the hotel.. ithad the most beautiful lobby i have ever seen.. highly recomended for those who plan on going too penang for a holiday..is called G hotel.. cause its at gurney drive... the gurney plaza is rite next to it si i could just walk there.. and gurney drive food court was next 2 the mall.. cool huh!! the view was beautiful...it overlooked the sea. my cousins and my sis and me share one room.. while my aunt and uncle had the other room next too ours... we did not go out anywhere thet night as ther drive wore us out... we ate dinner at gurney.. before that whnt shoping at the mall and went foar a swim the pool was ours that day,,that night we played play station 2 and had loads of fun.. as the room was all ours we stayed us soo late and made all the noise in the world... next morning we woke up early all fought for the bathroom but the eldest won.. lol.. then we all went 4 breakfast at the nasi kandar.. tha headed for the pagoda and the chinese temple..it was fab.. the statues the buddahs's magnificent.. the happy buddah was my favourite,, we walked up the pagoda.. until the very top.. the view was out of this world//we could see the whole of penang.. the climb down was a bit of a hassel but we pulled through. the we headed 4 the temple they were doing some construction but it was still great.. we took pictures of out zodiak.. it was soo cool.. they were all arrenged in order... then we went 2 penang hill.. bought tickets 2 go up we took the train.. the ride up the hill was just tourture,, OMG if anyone plans too go 2 penang hill i recomend u walk up.. because it much faster then the dstupid train,, the train is like slower than a sloth.. but the scenery up there is nice,, the ride down was as bad.. the stuffy train someone could die.. we were all glad too reach solid ground...lol.. we went straight 2 the hotel then.. changed and dived into the pool.. lol it was raining at the same time and it felt good.. then had a bath and went hunting for food. we had no energy too go so fas so we ate somewhere near by. then played playstation and slept late again ate chips .. it was just so frezing,, tht night,, the next ,morining.. got some breakfast and went too see the sleeping buddah.. it was really hugh.. we went shopping in the chinese temple.. loads of cheap stuffa and bagrainig was fun,,u noe i say the most queere thing and u wouldent believe it.. it was plastic shit... yeap.. and they were selling it,... ewww. 3 buks one.. and the thing really lookse real..yukckss!!! then we went for another swim the had a bath and heared back home. the drive back was long but we all slept so it was not so bac great too be back home,, but the holiday was worth wild.. loved it.. hope there is more 2 come..chiaw..

holiday at last..

2007-12-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

whhoooohoooo!!!... finally i'm doing something for the holidays... tomorrow i'm going 2 penang with my cousins... going too have a lot of fun... have too wake up damn early.. my uncle is picking us up... finally i can relax and not be bored.. planing too stay up late eat chips.. wach tv... make a whole lot of noise till the hotel comes down.. i've been to penang many times but not with my cousins... i'm sure i'll have a lot of fun... and guarentee i'm not going to be bored..... wakakakaka.... lol... i'll try too post one when i'm there... cant wait.....
chiaw...

xoxo

kill!!!>>>

2007-12-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

you must thing i'm crazy writing 3 posts in one day... but i just got the chance 2 on the computer today so i'm filling in wht i can.... have u ever felt that u have been bullied by your younger sibling... well i think bulied is not the rite word.. but as in your younger subling is tying too be better than you in everything so thet you can be completly useless and invisible... well if you havent you would not understand,, but if you did,, the welcome too the club!!!... ok let me start from scratch,,, my mum has her own business.. so the family helps out... with accounts.. packing.. merchandise... and stuff like that... its not that i dont care but whenever i try too help it turns out wrong or something bad happens... so i keep out as much as i can.. but sometimes i just cant help it... so yea i havent been helping put 4 quite sometime so i try to so something.. my dad and i where at this place handling the business... i went great... like father like daughter... the he had too leave 4 work so my mum and sis came.. thens when it all started...my sis started acting great,, pushing and acting as if she knew everything... soo yea... and when she does that it makes me feel... completly useless.. and i hate that,,, then when i try too help there goes teh miss hap...haiz....when it gets really ugly and i get really mad.. i end up snapping at her and shouting... ( you may thing this is really childish but its not sometimes i just cant take it) so then my mum screames at me 4 snapping... and i get get the scolding for a problen that my sibling created.... ahhhhhh... i'm glad i cleared that all out of my head,... so 2 solve this problem.. i backout when she is helping....so this problem can be avoided...

*going too post another one soon,.,

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2007-12-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

You know the saying when everything goes prefectally right and the way u want it... 'everything he/she touches turns too gold'........ bu whats the saying when eveything goes wrong and not the way you want it....'everything he/she touches turns to coal'.... well... at the moment everything i do goes wrong... i try too help but end up just getting into peoples way... but if i dont try ijsut get a good shelling!!! wht too do!!???

GIS...ROCKED

2007-12-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

i went too an international school the other day.. for some christmas bazaar... and instead of falling in love with the cheap stuff i totally fell in love with the school..... it was like college... OMG!!i'm sooo transfering myself there... its soo cool... they have and air conditioned gym and basketmall court... fabulose cafeteria...OMG i cat describe i t,...i'm soo moving,... but i bet the pay will burn a hole in my parents pocket!!! lol..i just dont understand why they must be soo tall!!!! hiazz.... its was soo nice....well... the bazzar was cool too.. loads of cheap stuff.... i bought 2 necklaces... 3 pairs of earings,,1 bracelet.. and 1 angel ornament 4 my mum... i will post pictures of the stuff i bought later on... but its just undiscribable.. hiaz...

depressed!!!

2007-12-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

i'm like sooooooo depressed..... i didi not get tickets too go watch my favourite band... MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.. i'm like soo sad.. i just found out my cousin is going and i just feel like pounding him..... loser!!! couldent he buy one ticket 4 me.... ahhhhh... i'm gona miss the concert.... its tonight,... how sad is tht... and i dont know when they are going too preform here again.. aaaaaahhhh.... i love them soo much.. i noe i sound like some freak... but i cant stand missing the concert... i've been trying too get tickets,,, but failed... this is soo not fair...i'm gona miss it.. ahhh!!!! i just feel like screaming and..... anyway i think i'll just play the cd and pretend like i'm there,, sounds stupid ...( i noe)... but i'm not going too miss the next concert that comes to town... missing this one is bad enough!!! famous last words - miss..

WMS....

2007-11-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

yoo... today was the day... the gang went too WMS..( for those who are blur wms is a school) i really cool school..... neways..preforming there was really cool..... they were a great auddience... but they had this really cacat radio... so the music was out... other that it went ok.. being vip was cool.. we were like royaltly... hope they did not think we were ulu or anything... private schools are really cool.... they even have lifts!!! repeat..LIFT!!! even my school does not have tht.. well of couse every class has air cond.. btw their uniforms a way cooler....not too mention the guys there are really cute,,, lol... i mean seriously.... being in the train was the best part... being crammed in... whhooo.... okay that was really sufforcating but otherwise it was really nice..goin back was the best... the train was ours... it was emty...lol... we owned the train...the amount of noise we made i think the people down below vould hear us...lolx.. the weird part is tht we stood out at the train station.. we were the only freaks weain school uniform...lolz..lunch was a blast... we concoured a n w..... havoc!!! mayhem!!!as always every good thin comes to an end..the day ended... dead tired.. now i'm at home writing this... though its late i'm still soo beet frm todays activities...i will always remember this day... it would have never happen if it wasnt for kamini... THANKS KAMINI!! thanks wms 4 having us.. we had fun.. i will remember this... will post a picture as soon as i get it... chiaw..

rainin??!!!

2007-11-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey all u bloggers out there..... just wanted too wish u guys happy deepavali....... i'm in my hametown and its raining cats and dogs rite now..... bummer!!!...... neways... have a great deepavali...

confused??!!!

2007-11-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

The day is just getting from bad to worst!!!! everything i do just izzint good enough..... what a poor girl to do... i cant stand it...i just feel like being invisible some times....life of a teenager...... i just wanna be lift alone to think but does that happen nooooooooo...... there always something i do wrong its just never good enough..... try your best... looks the best izzint good enough.. well.... the road of life just gets even bumpier every time ure on it.... time to go.... post later... chiaw..